Sometimes It Feels LikeSometimes it feels like I am holding fire, or water, or maybe a mix of the two because I am drowning and burning up at the same time. My insides are mixing and falling into the wrong places, dizzying, unpredictable, blackout. And these days I feel my skin burn with an anticipation of a hunger that I never feed anymore. Ladders building up my arms to climb to my head- nerves bursting with a need and I am relinquishing my power over my emotions by denying myself the very things that let me feel. I can't look you in the eye anymore, I can't find a handhold, a hand to hold, someone who doesn't tell me I'm crazy for the way I dream. For I dream, and my dreams are nonsensical and always filled with a thousand wishes for the wrong things.
I don't want more regrets marking me as insane.
I run my hands over themselves, feeling my face and my arms and my legs, I need to know that I exist. And the nighttime nightmares of three years ago are crashing back and I am scared that I am losing th
500 points give away - WINNER ANNOUNCEDSorry this took so long :I
A few entries were eliminated so. *I had a reason to eliminate them*
I wrote the name on pieces of paper and randomly picked one for a bag *REASON THIS TOOK SO LONG IS BECAUSE I HAVE A LIFE AND I HATE WRITING ON PAPER*
The winner is :icon13sprinkles:starlightzs
The points will be sent to you right away! And also PLEASE DON'T PESTER HER FOR DONATIONS. I AM NOT GIVING HER THE POINTS JUST SO PEOPLE CAN MUCH OFF OF HER.
Thank you for entering my raffle!
END DATE FEBRUARY 14th
ALRIGHT NO MORE ENTRIES. THE WINNER WILL BE PICKED IN AN HOUR OR SO
How to enter:
-You have to be watching me
-Fave this journal
-Advertise this ( Meaning to either make a journal linking to his giveaway or a poll )